Kalau ingat balik, 2-3 tahun lepas pun ada jugak terpikir benda sama, kenapa zaman sekolah sangat best? Rasa cam that present time huru-hara.. but now here i am, dah pass thru dah that moment. Means i'm actually become stronger.. we become stronger. and this moment is just another test.
Kali ni selekoh lagi tajam agaknya, the turning point.. as i can remember december lepas. It was more like i confused myself. At first i didnt care much. but all the do and donts, what's said and done, tersembunyi mahupun nyata, everything's well-written in a book. A book that i'll be receiving soon either with my left hand or my right hand. So, i take the precautions, reminders.. but i constantly forgetting. Failure. and it slowed me down. Rasa cam melarikan diri pun ada jugak.
Damn, seriously this sounds depressing. Huarghhh~~ I know i shudnt write these kind of things much. It's gonna take me down. but not everything is easily said. So I write.
Just to make it thru..
-All American Rejects-
is not enuf though.
Hope is always there as long as we're alive and everything is comes from Him, thus to Him we shall return.
This is temporary. Sabar2..
Kali ni selekoh lagi tajam agaknya, the turning point.. as i can remember december lepas. It was more like i confused myself. At first i didnt care much. but all the do and donts, what's said and done, tersembunyi mahupun nyata, everything's well-written in a book. A book that i'll be receiving soon either with my left hand or my right hand. So, i take the precautions, reminders.. but i constantly forgetting. Failure. and it slowed me down. Rasa cam melarikan diri pun ada jugak.
Damn, seriously this sounds depressing. Huarghhh~~ I know i shudnt write these kind of things much. It's gonna take me down. but not everything is easily said. So I write.
Just to make it thru..
-All American Rejects-
is not enuf though.
Hope is always there as long as we're alive and everything is comes from Him, thus to Him we shall return.
This is temporary. Sabar2..
3 comments:
oit...
whats up ni?
ever heard of hlovate?
try bce versus,sedikit sebanyak bg inspirasi or more to as a pusher for me, sy rse die di keadaan yg sama @ merasa bende yg sama? at least la bertarung dengan bende yg same. which is diri sendiri.torn apart inside bila memaksa diri meninggalkan apa yg kite suka..
heh. ke misinterprete awk nye entri ntah. tp yg pasti that book does trigger something,waking me up. ^_^ chill mate,Allah ma'aki.
salam 'alaik.
well said. been there, done that.
sebab tu orang kata, benda yang seronok yang kita suka tu tak selalu nya bagus. and things we hardly could accept tu yang terbaik untuk kita. perubahan perlukan pengorbanan. remember, this path maybe difficult but the destination is certain. may His guidance be with you, and me along this journey inshaAllah.
*hugs*
pza ngah: u got it right
cik zetty penjaja bijan: true indeed. it isnt easy. may He guides us always. thanks zetty.
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