Lately, entri lbh byk y negatif. this one too. keh3.
-Yesterday-
See, xg jogging pg td mmg bkn keputusan y bgus
-Yesterday-
Rational dlm stress, sth a medical practitioner shud learn. Susah? Yup. P tu la lots to be done in a day. hari jumaat mmg hr y ditunggu2 setiap mggu. I called it the day of hope. haha.. at least dpt la break jap utk tarik nafasss dan sedar bahawa bumi ini masih berudara. Hr tuk overcome mental instability for the whole week, refresh blk diri to face another hectic week ahead. Ye la nk cri a shoulder to cry on pn xsempat. haha.. so head up. Ini bkn ms tuk tacing lbh2 k. Dlm state skrng, stress super-high. Makan xterjaga. tambah plak summer, lg xlalu nk mkn, dpt peptic ulcer pn blh kot. Nau'zubillah. Xnk pn. Hidup perantauan klo xjg diri sendiri who wud care for ya kn.
Tapi tu lah, now even good food comes with high budget. At least kt bumi Egypt skrng. Kadar inflasi y tinggi makin dirasai, sesetengah kwsn siap ad jadual cut-off electricity sbb negara nk jimat belanja. Alhamdulillah kwsn ak so far xde, p member ad y kn. tram pepagi pn dh xgerak sekerap dlu, ttggl tram lmbt la kau ke kls. Taxi? 25 sen tram nk bndng ngn 5 genih taxi. erk.. Serius xsabar nk blk. Bkn xnk hidup susah. Hampir 6 tahun dh kot. Lebih drp 1/4 umur ak dh dihabis kn kt sini. Dah penat deal ngan culture yg xsync jgk dgn jiwa Melayu. haha..~ Budaya suka gaduh, besarkan benda kecik, which i observe creeping in myself lately. =| though there are good things to be learnt here, yeah lots.. but i think it's time to go. home.
Tapi tu lah, now even good food comes with high budget. At least kt bumi Egypt skrng. Kadar inflasi y tinggi makin dirasai, sesetengah kwsn siap ad jadual cut-off electricity sbb negara nk jimat belanja. Alhamdulillah kwsn ak so far xde, p member ad y kn. tram pepagi pn dh xgerak sekerap dlu, ttggl tram lmbt la kau ke kls. Taxi? 25 sen tram nk bndng ngn 5 genih taxi. erk.. Serius xsabar nk blk. Bkn xnk hidup susah. Hampir 6 tahun dh kot. Lebih drp 1/4 umur ak dh dihabis kn kt sini. Dah penat deal ngan culture yg xsync jgk dgn jiwa Melayu. haha..~ Budaya suka gaduh, besarkan benda kecik, which i observe creeping in myself lately. =| though there are good things to be learnt here, yeah lots.. but i think it's time to go. home.
3 weeks remaining sblm habis kelas. 1 week study leave, then there u go, final exam. Berhenti berlari not an option. Exhausted? yeah. Mungkin mmerlukan oxygen supplement, fluid infusion.. Secara hiperbolanya: pls resus me. Memerlukan suara dr manusia utk sentiasa memberi peringatan.
See, xg jogging pg td mmg bkn keputusan y bgus
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-Today-
Bagun2 rs penat, dizzy and konfius. Not a sound sleep i guess. Masuk hutan dan menyelam. Use too much energy. Subconscious projection. Kecelaruan minda.
Bagun2 rs penat, dizzy and konfius. Not a sound sleep i guess. Masuk hutan dan menyelam. Use too much energy. Subconscious projection. Kecelaruan minda.
This morning, I come across this page again:
Many are those that are distressed not by pressing matters of great important but by minor trifles. Observe the Hypocrites and how weak they are in their resolution. <9:49>. <9:49>. <33:13>.
Therefore reflect on tht which gives u cause for concern and anxiety, and ask urself this, does it merit ur energies and toils? This is an indispensible question, because whatever it is tht causes ur anxiety, u r with mind, flesh and blood, giving it energy and time. And if it does not merit ur energy and time u will have squandered a great deal of ur precious resources. <65:3>
Tarik nafassss.. Hembus..
Your resolution?
Your resolution?
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Pray.
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